To be honest, sometimes i really afraid of this kinda love love thingy, when i got attracted to someone .. and when the moment i start missing that particular person will drive me crazy. Thinking bout the person day and nite and even in dreams, the next thing is, i need to control myself for not sms non stop. I really scare i will irritate her. So most of the time, after few sms for a day and i will stop doin that.
Confession is something that is hard for me to do so. The nitemares haunts me forever. Whenever i got that comes into mind, the nitemares followed by. From best friends to stranger kind is something that i dun want to be happen. Not till i can afford to lost a fren. Not a million years and i noe i wont able to afford to lost a fren again.
She is definitely different character with my ex i haf to say, which i sure is not a rebound or something else. Of coz i sure that i will happy to be with her .. erm ..that is if we get together one day. But anyway... i forget what i wanted to say =P. Neway .. should i ask her or not .. hehehe .. i scared i jump into the relationship too fast .. but i guess i noe her quite well .. i guess.. but i might wrong neway.. =7. Both of us kinda haf a phobia after broke off .. hmm .. =) Nvm .. I really hope i can be with her .. and i noe i am a loyal person .. (dey ! stop praising urself la!!)
Oh well .. kinda late .. better snooze off .. not really feeling well .. my nose runnning like giler .. To the gal i like .. I really like you, i wont say i love you till i got couple with u, coz that word "i love you" more to like .. couple couple's word =P that is what i think .. hehe. Neway .. i never tell u that i like u b4 .. hehehe
Ciao for now ..
:: Listening: Beatles - Yellow Submarine::
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